I didn’t get want I hoped. After a lot of effort and prayer, I still didn’t get what I longed. After trying hard, finally I find out that what I longed for would never be mine. No matter how hard I tried, it wouldn’t work. It hurt me a lot, made me sobbing.
Nevertheless, I couldn’t be more thankful for this painful fact because finally I found what I need. I found the closure.
Now I know that I have to stop trying. I am relieved to let the memories go. No more expectation, no more waiting. The closure is found.
So I clap my hands, wash my face, do my dance, and keep going. I accept it as the will of God. I thank Him for my closure.